If You are Not The One
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
From the lyrics of If You are Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield
You know sometimes you wish you could run away from the society and live your life the way you want to with the one you love? Yes, exactly. That’s how I feel about it all.
But it is not too easy, A. I wish it was that easy. I really do.
I have been lying awake at nights thinking if things could be or would be different. And to be honest, I haven’t seen the light. People say you can take control of your life and make your dreams come true. But I don’t want to take a step forwards knowing that someone else’s dreams might be shattered. So why don’t I put an end to it, you ask? As selfish as I may sound, I can’t bear to let you go. Although I am not with you in person, I can’t bear to erase you from my thoughts and memories. How could I? We have shared so much and I would like to remember you always.
Sometimes I get my hopes up, thinking, maybe, maybe at the end of all the pains and heartbreaks, we could be together. But reality bites and I am 99% sure that there is no future for us. I don’t know, A. I just wish I could tell you how I feel about you, and run away to start all over again with you. But like I said, it is not too easy.
I don’t know what the future holds for us, but if I never get to be with you in person, hold you nor share my life with you, please know that you will always be in my heart and I will never stop loving you. You are the love of my love, for now and for always.
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